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JOSHUA JEROME Nanyang Polytechnic
School of Business Management
Diploma in Hospitality and Resort Management |
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down n out
Friday, July 06, 2007, 8:33 PM
mann..today durin cl was feelin reali down..seriously donno why..jux..felt down n out..sighs..jux felt tat my frens didn need me in tis wrld..tat i wld be better off dead den alive ..tat i wish i was never born..seriously..i jux felt sadd la..(not becomin emo)..too much negative tots perhaps..or its jux my reali pessimistic side takin over me..bleah..i jux feel im seriously screwin up my entire life..tat i'm missin somethings out..o well..wateva it is.. im sure i'll never find out..perhaps its the true power of frenship..cos seriously..oni 3 ppl out of the grp of frens i hv are trustable..the rest..not tat i don trust them..its jux tat..i haven reali gotten to noe them well enuf to confide in them..o well..never mind..tmr goin for some poly talk..serioulsy borin..some one kill me now to end tis life of mine please???im afraid tat i wont survive much longer if i go on like tat............................. |